I know all of this may sound extremely confusing to some of you because believe me it's confusing to me too. But I guess in a sense, that's what life is all about. Just figuring life out is exhausting.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
I'm lost....
So me and my friend are going through this thing where we feel as if we need to "find ourselves." I mean we are at a point in our lives where we should feel like we serve a purpose or we know where we stand as a person. I guess we don't know exactly where it is that we stand. For me, I feel that I don't know anything. That can sound vague so some explanation is needed. For instance, when someone asks me what I want to do after I graduate I have no idea how to answer that because I have no idea what I want to do after I graduate. Another example would be if someone would ask me if you could ask God any question what would it be? I couldn't come up with an answer. My mind seems to become blank all of the sudden. I mean it's not like I'm an idiot (at least I hope not). But sometimes I feel as if I don't have an opinion on important issues. So I guess ignorant would be the right word to describe what I've been experiencing. I HATE not knowing things like this. It scares the crap out of me. I guess college would be a good place to start looking for yourself. But then again I feel like I'm easily influenced by people. So I don't have my own opinion about things.
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no one, at any age, knows everything - college should be a place where you learn how to learn - don't give up!
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