Thursday, September 3, 2009

Homework with some stress on the side

So me being a procrastinator and all, I put a TON of stress on myself. I always tell myself, "oh it's not due until next week I'll have time to work on it then." Then next week rolls around, and here I am stressing myself out at 11:00 p.m., the night before my homework is due. It's because I'm lazy! I HATE being lazy! but I don't know how to not be lazy because that's how I've been since I can remember. I think college would be a GREAT opportunity for me to change my lazy ways, however. I mean college is a life-changing experience after all.

Right now, I feel like I'm just going through the motions. (going to class and working on a homework assignment here and there) In other words, I'm going to class and taking notes and stuff, but I'm not really retaining any of the information outside of class. It's as if I have a learning switch (I wouldn't even call it learning) and I turn it off as soon as I step outside the classroom. Just another thing that stresses me out. I really want to succeed, but my stupid laziness!!!

So I let all this homework pile up, and before I know it I just want to explode!!!!!! I do it to myself too. It's crazy I tell you...and it just gets worse every time a new school year rolls around, especially with college. Hopefully I can buckle down and get serious! fer rill!
I'm gonna go try to de-stress myself with a walk or something.

Andrea


2 comments:

  1. I am not a great procrastinator like yourself. However I have many of the same problems as you. So far in my life I have skated through school with easy even without studying. I took college level classes in High School and still did well without it. I can't will myself to mill through dozens of pages of information. I feel that I simply know things that I am tested on. I'm trying to buckle down a bit and study but we'll see what happens. I'm not lazy, I'm partially gifted. I've worked forty hour weeks and I've succeeded in school. Lets hope that works here too.

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  2. I just watched that video and died laughing! That was hilarious!

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